Am back after a long gap

Abhishek has been not keeping well - fever, seizure, wheezing and all. we got thru all that by the grace of God and prayers of saints. A believer's life was never promised to be all rosy and problem-free. But sometimes I really wish if it was so. i mean when we r born again, if we were all made into spiritual beings, the flesh literally dieing then there wouldnt be anything to worry/struggle about. But sadly that is not so. And I believe our God Who has wonderful truths and purposes hidden behind everything wants us to really grow in Him by knowing Him closely, trusting Him, loving Him and then when we are with Him in eternity, all the songs of gratitude and adoration will have a new meaning which even the angels can never decipher or experience!!